theres a very specific feeling i only feel after driving at high speeds for a while and then getting out. i dont know if its adrenaline or something but it feels great
im turning into a medieval peasant
thinking about the jar of pickles
havent finished my jar of pickles yet
i added a new evil ass profile to the rotating section
having some fun with noise
ohhhhh bmw f13 640d...... drools
so sleepy again.... evil!!!!
i hate my cars AC!!!! i dont want to spend a gajillion dollars to get it fixed
i need to do silly shit again. been too long
I love using QMMP with a winamp skin so much. its so much fun to look at it
what the fuck did i mean by feeling wormy
feeling better! less tired now. still dont feel like i can do much though
that kind of day where i watch chinese family guy clips
today i feel like rotting
server migration... scary
im back on minecraft... isnt that fucked up
I LOVE BIG MONEY! DELUXE!!!!!!!!!!
ohhh theyre about tshow the jax pregnancy movie today awesomesauce
I dont know why but I love hand drawn peter griffin so much. theres always such a beauty in the fat man being drawn with love and care
i think im doing okay now
im starting to get better
ough. i am feverish,. epic fail
Everyday the urge to buy a fold out table and a throne gets bigger. I WILL have my stupid ass setup
im using debian now. scary
man i cannot do anything right. cant complain properly, cant be happy properly, cant even remember properly. what can i do besides live in the moment
I just want to be between where I left and where I am headed to for hours. Theres such beauty. Things Ive never seen and will never remember. Oh to have a job that needs me to drive around for hours to places ive never been...
Once more dreaming of long drives. I love being at home but the road draws me out. I crave being nowhere. I am at peace with noone around me
I really really like long drives. the ones that take half a day or a day. Something about that time spent nowhere in particular is just incomparable. like therapy but better
I really really like long drives. the ones that take half a day or a day. Something about that time spent nowhere in particular is just incomparable. like therapy but better
Tomodachi Azalea is talking to Paulie walnuts.... so pawsome
I should be allowed to choose everything about who I am. my name, my last name, my pronouns, all of it. but im not allowed that. evil
Phproject.... im so good. watch out
im james bond.t giunk about it
im finally home.. im so beautiful and perfect
Sometimes I cant help but feel guilty about how little I manage to remember. But its not all bad, Its a good excuse to keep around mementos to act as a physical memory of something. I wish I kept more things like that. Call them artifacts
mod jam kusoge was made for me. dogshit time!! yayyy
maybe its time to accept the west has fallen and move to the east
im supposed to say things and bottle them up but like. this is a skill issue. nothing anyone can do about this. im such a fat fucking chud
They are inseperable /neg
trackmania!!!!!!!!! give me my key!!!!!!!!!!!!
the dreams of being too rich to be a good person
back to watching multiple family guy episodes per day. it might be joever
some concerns about my friendgroup
just sent a link to an influencer about my game. very nervous
gay people be like lets spend every day together and make noises at eachother. but like were not in a relationship. we just do this. idiots!!!!!!! i was able to spot you two becoming a couple months down the line. whyd it take you idiots so long. i need to cut their skulls open
i knew it. i was right. bumass bitches didnt believe me. i was right. epic win
cp_egypt is such a peak map
tc_hydro is the greatest map of all time
i woke up so late today, its fucked up. someone fix me
i still miss my car dearly
I miss my e82. I miss it alot
i have so many thoughts about family guy
should all of this go on a public website? Idk! But at the same time, this is my site and youre looking at a box called "whats mayflower thinking about" this is my corner
Greed is normal but so is feeling inferior when you look into the mirror and what stares back isnt who you can be but instead who you are. I need to make more connections so bad. I yearn for fame
Why do my actions differ so much from who I want to be. I act one way yet I wish to be like the opposite. It feels like the person I want to be is only a concept I created to make other people feel like I have goals im aiming for
im feeling so see sharp right now
talking with people. always ending my sentences with questionmarks
im so goated. never seen someone so awesome before
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I think alot how I rarely message people, they always message me. I feel bad about it, I wish i was better- But I always forget. maybe i should add something in my bio? Does anyone even read those
im so excited to make something new for this websi
im playing SO much minecraft. nolifing this shit
i wanna make a chemical factory
my eyes are SO weird rn. idk why
i am so fresh rn you wouldnt believe it. factory new
modded minecraft is so goated
Im watching way too much family guy. its not funny. its not good. i dont want to stop either
I changed the look of the currently playing music status because the tm themed one was awesome but it was just too out of place
wine is scary. does this work from linux
rotting too much these days
playing wario in lethal company was an interesting experience
ouuuuuuu the urge to go on an imprompty road trip to dominos
I cannot believe they rated my car seriously uncool
I dont think Ive ever felt more autistic than now, buying an actually cool car has changed me entirely as a person. fucked up. love me car
got a parking spot at the store today. life is good
cheat engine.... save me cheat engine...
boy, it sure is nice to be able to sleep in my own bed again
i need to feel like the waterbottle video jill has
brain empty. i want to watch a car movie
i think its working again
ok turns out i cant update my thoughts for some reaosn. forbidden to think by php
i made the util work!!!! yayyy
Does my util work?? can you read this??
finally the rewrite is public
i would be horribly scared if jerma was real
what would you do if jerma was real